Glory Baby

This past week was very emotional for me. My poor mom received numerous phone calls from me upset, crying, and just wanting to talk. I hesitated to even write this post because I am not sure one is supposed to talk about this and I was worried about what people would think, but then I thought "why not?...everyone that reads this blog is a friend or family member and they will understand." So I hope you do understand that I just need to express my feelings in words and mention our little Glory Baby.
Friday, October 31st marked one-year that we lost our baby due to a miscarriage. I couldn't help but feel a total loss and sadness on that day. I know this is an uncomfortable subject, but it was still our baby and I can't just ignore what an impact this little life (even though we never met him or her) had on us. There is a song by the Christian group, Watermark, called "Glory Baby" and it is beautiful. It says everything I feel about our baby. If I can, I will try to put it here on my blog.
Then I was researching some things online today and saw that October 15th was pregnancy and infant loss remembrance day. I didn't know that there was such a day, I hate that I missed it. But I took that as a confirmation that I should do this post and remember our little angel. I also want to remember some other little angels that touched many lives...my nephews, Matthew and Joshua, and Jordan and Logan. I know that all these babies and many others that never got to experience a life here on earth, are with their Heavenly Father living a perfect life, cradled in the arms of Jesus.
I also ask that each of you keep me and Kevin in your prayers as we try to have another baby. I have complete faith in God, that He will bless us. Thank you for believing that with us. Love, Brenda

***This blog written IN REMEMBRANCE of:

• Matthew and Joshua Taylor
• Jordan and Logan Taylor
• Baby McNeall